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Where does the feeling go?

2020-12-05 14:15:45
Where does the feeling go?
Was not the first time. Was not the last. It really seemed like the best possible thing at that moment was to throw the entire vase to the ground, cutting several fingers and cry loudly. While he, having just woken up from his sleep, would collect all of the shards and put band-aids on my wounds. He would think I was crying just because of that, the wounds. I'd watch him take care of me. Perhaps the feeling would return?

Little big steps

2020-12-05 14:12:22
Little big steps
All books are dedicated to someone. Otherwise there won't be any stories, dramas, any letters, any fairytales. We write for each other so in a way we're inspirational for each other. And lets keep all beautifull words in our heart. In our minds. Like I will keep my dear friend between "Little Prince" pages. He loved that fairytale - A.de Saint Exuperi and my beautiful sotry about beautiful boy who still lives in one of the starts

Wish you to have a new beginning

2020-12-05 14:08:38
Wish you to have a new beginning
Wish you to hear answers which you need. Not only those which are right to say. You can google right answers but when you share something- you want to hear the answer which you need. Sometimes its sounds “do that stupid thing. And I will be there for you.” Wish you not to wash your hair for three days and hear from your lover that you look beautiful. Wish you to know that somebody’s missing you. After one year or after two minutes when you’re no

To my Homeland

2020-12-05 14:04:10
To my Homeland
Most people I meet in my travels do not know your name. They inquire about your riches and peculiarities. Are there mountains? Architectural wonders, perhaps? What should travelers see there upon arriving? I tried presenting you the way others show off their homelands, but a realization dawned on me right at the beginning, that I no photos or stories would ever convey You for what You actually are.

The loneliness of airport

2020-12-05 13:56:53
The loneliness of airport
“Why this has to happened?”- I was asking someone, who ,I believe, watching me from the universe. That time I was holding my loved one - for the very last time. Saying goodbye - for the very last time. In a moments like this your trying to hold him/her as strong as possible - naively thinking that maybe this could stop him/her from leaving. But the truth is that- in airport everyone has to leave. Nobody knows when they will come back. After all-

WOMEN

2020-12-05 13:49:01
WOMEN
Eyes filled to the brim with love make all women magical. They get rid of scales then, buy more mirrors, while undressing in the bedroom they do not tuck in their stomach, they just leave the light on.

This too, shall pass

2020-12-05 13:43:45
This too, shall pass
"when do you thing you'll be back?" he asked, as the skies turned dark blue. "Soon" i replied with a sigh. Which was not true, we both felt it. I have no clue if the pain differs any when saying goodbye to a lover and saying goodbye to a friend. 24 hours is too small a gap to get the feelings and thoughts in order.

Do what you can’t

2020-12-05 13:39:43
Do what you can’t
When I forgot to overthink I found so much love in my life. Once I had a relationship with a muslim guy. And, believe it or not, he never asked me to hide my hears and to make babies with him. After a while, I met a young boy who always was running on the beach naked. Not always, but as much as he can. And me- shameless girl - I was running there next to him. Remember the time when we were floating in the water in the middle of the night. It was